A Writer’s Journey

I have returned to writing after a break from it.  I wonder if anyone noticed my absence…  Anyways….On to the babbling. ^^;

Currently I feel like I’m busy yet I’m not really accomplishing much, at least in terms of money making.  I really wish I at least had a part time job, but I don’t even have that.  Perhaps I’m being to picky as to the kind of job that I’m looking for, not sure.  I would like to get a job that will lead to some opportunities though, a career not just  another nowhere job.  Sound to picky?  I’ve been trying to avoid retail jobs, they really aren’t for me.  But then what do I want to do?  I have no idea…  All I know is that I can’t move into my new place until I get a job. : /

I’ve been busy with family things.  I’m helping my mom and step dad with the minor remoldle of their home.  I always want to say my parents when I talk about them because my step dad has been a part of my life for so long now.  I have two fathers instead of one. : )  My step father is frustrating at times, but he’s part of the family.

I’m trying to get my things packed up and stored in my parents garage until I get to move.   I have a lot of stuff, so I’ll most likely sell a lot of it.  I’ve been thinking of donating some things but I could really use the money right now.

Sometimes I feel incapable of being a normal adult, whatever that is suppose to be.  I’m to idealistic, and then get discouraged when things don’t turn out how I think they should.  But then I’ve gotten use to disappointments.  Sometimes that’s all I get.  I’m not always pessimistic, but the optimism never seems to stay.  I’m trying to stay positive though and work through the goals that I have set for myself.  So far things are moving slowly.

That’s my update for now, for those that are interested.  Tomorrow is another day, one filled with opportunities.  Hopefully I see them and don’t miss them.